*If you like ranting read this*posted Nov 24th 2008, 9:40PM
Mood: Sad
Music: Full Moon - The Black Ghosts
I have confirmed...that life is stressful.
So yea, hello everyone once again, I'm just going to rant a little bit, since life really hasn't been going my way lately.
FINALS, screw finals to the deepest pit of hell, I really am not liking this...I have 3 projects to do, and 2 essays to finalize to even have hopes of passing my classes. WORK has been awkward as hell, it was going great of course, that is, until my 28 year old manager asked me out...and now its not even remotely comfortable to work with him anymore. FRIENDS now I'm not going to name people due to privacy reasons, but my friend can't take a hint that I'm busy with life, and that I need to make a living, but he doesn't seem to take a hint, and accuses me of avoiding him, and with him dumping his insecurities on me...well it really isn't going well for my stress levels, he is a good friend of mine that I would never abandon, but sometimes it's too much for me. And there are some friends who are going through life/relationship problems, and I really hope that they make it out well and unscathed, I wish them the best of luck, and I would like to tell them that I am here for you guys no matter what, I want to help! I want to hear your problems and hopefully help you with them.
I just really don't like the drama that has been going on with me and everyone around me, I really want everyone to be happy and for things to be well again. But of course things almost never end that way...but I want to help as much as I can for the sake of them and for my own sake as well.
Hugs, kisses and love to all of my friends and family that may be reading this. Sorry for putting a damper on your day, but I just needed to rant for a little.
Oh it's not THAT amazing, there are others who would totally work this stuff amazingly. And all you need to do is practice! But don't do what I did which was sleepless nights working on a picture that I didnt like how I drew, it's not healthy